Friday, October 22, 2010

Your Angel



The darkest days in your heart,
completed by sadness and loneliness is your eyes.
Every tic's of the clock you tried t hide,
Hide - in the reality that everyone is gone

You are covered with shadows
alone in the corner of your room,
You see life useless, worthless and meaningless
without the one you love, totally lifeless.

"Oh Lord, why am I alone?" you asked.
"I am weak and hopeless," you cried.
And the world seems so cruel for you,
it slowly eats your hopes,

No more reason why for you to continue living,
couldn't find why you are still existing.
So sick of this gloomy days, it mus be end
because you are so wounded, it's time to rest.

And you open your doors, you are now ready to surrender,
but someone came, your angel.
Her words lift you up,
her words mend your broken heart.
She put it back to pieces,
and brighten up your day.

In the middle of your grief,
She was just watching, crying and praying,
hoping that you will wake up from the bad dream.
Now you have seen her, and she is part of your life,
it's gives you a good reason why
to continue life, to live and to love,
but she is not the answer but just a guide,
and the answers only lies inside your wounded heart...

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Ginhawang Hatid

YEAH!


After 5 months in school, 2 weeks vacation is more than enough for me to experience the normal life of a teenager that I missed and longed for. :D

Nakalimutan ko ng maging isang normal na 17 years old.
Super focus na sa assignments, exams, projects
Kokonti na lang ang oras para sa sarili, lahat sa studies
Wala ng TV
Konting oras ng FB
Wala ng CP, ni mag UNLI di na rin
Maraming oras ng tawanan pero kasabay pa rin ng pagaaral
Wala ng sapat na tulog, magawa lng ang dapat na gawin para bukas...
marami pa yan...

nakakapagod noh..

PERO HINDI NA NGAYON...

Tapos n ang mga araw n walang tulog at tanging computer lng ang kaharap.
Tapos na ang mga araw na hindi halos tama ang kinakain dahil sa mga projects.
Tapos n ang mga araw ng tampuhan namin ng kama ko, dahil muli n akong umuwi at natulog sa kanya.
Tapos n ang mga araw na pag hihintay sa akin ng aso ko na bumati sa kanya tuwing uuwi sila mama na hindi ako kasma.
Wala ng dahilan pa para muling tigyawatin at lumaki png muli ang eye-bags
Wala ng exams na po-problemahin kada araw na gigising ako.
Wala ng quizzes na pahirapan pang manghingi at maghanap ng papel.
Wala ng tatakbo sa hallway para hindi malate.
Lalagpas na sa 4 hours ang tulog ko ngayun.
Makakanood n ako ulit ng mga gusto kong palabas.
Makakapag laro, makaka gala kasma ang kaibigan
Wala ng pagod n talagang magpapabagsak sayo sa kama.
Wala ng mag-jaywalk araw araw para lng makatawid at kumain
Tapos na sa pagtulog sa kalagitnaan ng subject dahil boring.
Makakagala na ng walang iniintinding assignment, exam, project o quiz kinabukasan

This sembreak is really for the deserving students who really worked  hard just to passed, finished, and learn much this sem. Let's Enjoy this break and be ready for the more challenging and difficult sem. GB